Baca jek.. tak mau tulis topic aper.. huhu :-p
>> Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Assalamualaikum w.b.t.
Hmm...apa benda yg aku nak tuliskan kali ni ek.. lama giler tak update blog ni.. ada beberapa org minta aku updatekan.. tapi aku ni takde topik nak tulis... sejak akhir2 ni blur jek... maybe sebab banyak pikir kut sampai takde idea nak menaip kat blog ni.. tetiba plak skrin monitor ni jadi blur.. nak wat cam mana, monitor lama dah season giler...
tadi masa chat ngan kawan aku, dia ada la tanya superman masih tak jumpa ke lois lane nya... blur aku nak jawab.. susahnya nak jawab soalan cam tu... ntah la.. aku pun tak tau... kalau ikut citer sebenar kena tunggu la jadi reporter akhbar pastu nanti jumpa la lois lane nye... hehehe... tapi aku mana boleh jadi reporter.. takde kelayakan langsung... tak reti pun... huhuhu.. kuat tido ada la :-p... mana yek nak cari lois lane tu... ntah la.. aku kena la wat citer superman version aku sendiri kan... tapi at the moment superman masih belum complete.. jadi tak boleh la cari lois lane dia lagi.. apa maksud tak complete tu?.. hmm.. tak complete dari pelbagai aspek.. nama pun dah "super" kan...
apa sebenarnya yg ingin aku citer kat sini adalah pendapat aku tentang hati, perasaan, perhubungan dan ...(dot dot dot) <---- saje jek ni... relate ngan citer lois lane tadi, kenapa superman masih tak jumpa lois lane... hmm... memula sekali before boleh nak dapatkan lois lane, superman perlu persiapkan diri utk ke arah itu... relate yg pasal tak complete tadi tu... persiapkan diri dari semua aspek supaya betul2 bersedia utk memikul tanggungjawab terhadap lois lane... pening plak aku tulis cam ni.. aku sendiri pun blur bila baca... hehehe... at the moment aku masih belum bersedia... banyak benda yg aku kena settle down... masih jauh lagi perjalanan hidup ni... tak tau la bila boleh tau sapa lois lane nye tu ek... huhuhu :-p...
Next aku nak cakap pasal finding nemo... eh silap.. finding lois lane... huhuhu... skrin dah elok balik plak.. jap lagi sure dia blur balik tu... aku teringat beberapa quote yg pernah aku baca... "Saying something and wishing you hadn't..Saying nothing and wishing you had"... lagi satu.. "Decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person".. last quote... "Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean that they don't love you with what they have"... yg quote pertama tu... nak luahkan perasaan kita pada seseorang but then afraid the outcome would be opposite what we had hope for... tapi mana tau kan kalau si dia pun ada perasaan yg sama pada kita... 50-50.. wah... susahnye nak decide kan.. next quote plak... katakan u have been very closed with someone... closed as a friend... then suddenly timbul la perasaan to be more than friend.. but sebab anda khuatir that the other person would have no interest in you, so u had to kept that feeling very deep down inside your heart... susah jugak kan... mana tau dia pun ada perasaan yg sama.. but u scared to take the risk of losing the friendship that u have had... and the last quote tu plaks... anda tgk that person yg deep in love with u nampak cam memain, not really serious showing their love to you... hmm.. susah jugak kan... susah sebab semua tu relate ngan hati dan perasaan... and jugak risk... huhuhu... in my opinion, kesemuanya adalah takdir Yang Maha Esa... jodoh dan pertemuan adalah ketentuan-Nya... kalau dia tak ditakdirkan milik kita, mungkin ada yg lebih baik utk kita... the important thing is don't let diri kita merana hanya kerana hati dan perasaan... sometimes when we closed with someone, kita akan rasa selesa to be with that person... and from that akan timbul la feeling... if u afraid to lose what u have with that person, then don't simply go across the border... just stay at your position... if he/she ditakdirkan utk kita, then it will happen dengan sendirinya one day tanpa kita perlu ambil sebarang risiko pun... and lastly... accept the person the way he/she is... don't ask for what they can't afford to give cause they really can't afford it... don't ask them to be the person u wish them to be cause they aren't... every each one of us is unique... different in many ways... just let them be what they are and let them love you they way they afford to give... yg ni agak sukar skit... lupa plak..what i mean here adalah perkara or behavior yg bukan negatif ek... mean sikap seseorang itu the person he/she is yg tak menyalahi batas-batas kehidupan... nobody's perfect... dia gelak buruk ke... dia kuat kentut ke (melampau plak contoh ni kan)...dia tak romantik seperti yg kita mahu ke... tak kisah la... terima la diri someone tu seadanya... takyah nye sibuk nak cuba ubah2... hidup ni macam bola, tayar, roller coster... boleh berpusing... tapi kita control pusingan tu... kalau bola... kita nak sepak ke mana... ke arah gol ke... ke memana ke... kalau tayar plak kita kawal stering dia... pusing ikut hala tuju ke mana kita nak pegi... roller coster cam mana ek... dia ikut track dia... maybe kita kena create track roller coaster tu kut...huhuhu :-p... apa2 pun semuanya ketentuan Allah s.w.t. .. kita hanya mampu merancang dan berusaha... sentiasalah berdoa supaya ditemukan dgn org yg dpt menggembirakan dan membahagiakan hidup kita (dpt lois lane la utk aku... huhuhu :-p)...
panjang giler aku tulis... tak sedar pun dah panjang cam ni... saje je tulis pasal hal ni... kawan aku kasi idea... nama dirahsiakan... kalau dia baca sure dia tahu... huhuhu... apa yg aku tulis ni cuma my point of view... kalau korang ada comment, silakan.. ada lagi sebenarnya yg nak ditulis tapi rasanya cukup setakat ni dulu... pening dah nak tulis lagi.. jap lagi league cup second leg man utd vs chelsea...cam mana nak tgk ek.. aku dah la takde astro... nak kuar tgk kat syed sensorang cam bosan plak... oh yek... bersempena Hari Raya Aidiladha ni... aku nak ambil kesempatan utk mengucapkan selamat hari raya korban pada semua pelawat blog aku ni...terima kasih kerana sudi meluangkan masa anda di sini... okess...
2 comments:
Who la gave you the very idea... :) Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.-veritas-
Took me 2 days to jot this down. Dunno what taking me so long. Maybe I was too busy eating, raya…. Hi hi… Well, I second everything that Men wrote. I’ve more or less the same point of view regarding this so called complicated heart and feeling matters. Nonetheless, I like to add something, which is merely another opinion that I think, worth to share with. About the 2nd quote. You like the person as your close friend, but then, the special feeling come, and you dare not take the risk of losing the friendship, therefore, you hide the truth. Just plants some hope that he/she feel the same way about you. The suddenly, he/she meet someone else. And all of the sudden, you lost your friendship, for whatever reason that you don’t know. Then came in the 1st quote. What if you tell him/her earlier? Will this thing happen then? The lost of the friendship/love? Sometimes, your friend ‘care’ about you more that he/she to him/herself. ‘Care’ here means ‘love’. When you feel something about this person, it’s not easy to change that feeling, though you deny it hardly. But because of the existence of the 2nd quote..huhu…Now to the 3rd quote. He/she loves you in his/her own sort of way, indirectly, hoping that you’ll understand. But well, it’s nature, people easily misunderstood. They thought this is not love. Sometimes, it’s better for you to take the risk, knowing the consequences of your action. Would you like to live the entire life with phrase “ What if…?” hovering in your mind, each and everytime you wake up ? Learn from other people mistakes, if not from our own. People said that, when one in love, they’ll keep in touch as frequent as they can. Is that true? If he/she didn’t ask “How are u today?” for a few days..doesn’t mean that he/she doesn’t love you. He/she may be busy. Trust is the most important thing here, mind you. But if he/she ask “How are u today?” every now and then, doesn’t mean that he/she is in love with you. Now, what am I talking about?? Stop!!Hihi… To me, all this things make a neverending story. Oh my, such a long post, should’ve start my own blog. :) -veritas-
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